Sunday, December 29, 2013

Up the Mountain


I've been meaning to post this for a while, but just getting to it now...
Just one day after our trip to the country, we were back in the tap-tap to head up the mountain. We were visiting an orphanage. By the look on our driver’s face, we knew we were in for an adventure.  We headed up the mountain and went up….
 
And up…

And up…

The temperature continued to drop and it felt amazing. I wanted to take a picture of everything but also feared missing something while I was taking a picture.  Dilemma, I know.   It really was breathe-taking.  The roads are windy, narrow and lined with vendors, children and steep drops.  Nary a guard rail in site.

We had been up this mountain before and soon we had passed everything that was familiar and continued upward.  I jokingly pointed to the top and said “are we going there?” Our driver said yes and I didn’t really believe him, but I didn’t care because it was a (mostly) pleasant  trip.  We were thankful that the tap tap was making it. We have had cases previously of overheating and stopping to pour water on the engine to cool it down.  But this one ate its Wheaties for breakfast which was a very good thing because by golly we were goin’ to the top of this thing.

When we met the clouds and the pavement ended I knew it was about to get crazy.  For goodness sake, the dirt even changed color. It was red!

We continued on through rolling, winding mountain “roads” and saw abandoned structures, a random lodge, a soccer field of all things and we continued on. 

It felt like we had escaped all time and direction because when we felt like we couldn’t go anymore, we did.  The driver periodically called the orphanage director for directions, but the answer was always, “no keep going.”

I had the awe-struck giggles.


Then, finally we were truly to the end of the non-road and there was one last gate.  
Inside we found what looked like a cottage built on the side of a mountain.  The laundry was out drying in the cool air, the gardeners were tending to the tiered garden. It was peaceful and untouched beauty.

We just stood there wondering “where arrrrre we!?” And why is there an orphanage up HERE?

As we walked towards the building we heard the familiar chatter of a room filled with 2 year olds.  They were all playing at a low wooden table with big legos, which soon became friendly ammunition towards the intruders…us.

It was such a change from the hot, dusty, polluted air we have grown accustomed to. These little ones were actually in pants and sweaters.  Their hands were clammy and cold and they were precious.  I can’t wrap my mind around the fact that there are orphanages upon orphanages, seemingly around every corner and even up a mountain filled with little lives. 



Sadly, we have only seen the tip of the iceberg not only in Haiti, but all around the world. There are so many children in need of a loving family and I certainly don't have all the answers of how to help families care for their children to prevent them from being abandoned, addressing the bigger issues and advocating for orphaned children, but I will continue to do what I can to give them a voice. Day after day, they wake up and go to sleep without a mama and daddy which is enough to keep me motivated to continue serving the least of these.

Monday, December 9, 2013

Stop trying to Save Haiti


By: Tim Wilson

We have essentially been in Haiti for (3) months now; however, it feels more like 3 years.  A friend recently told me that “3” is the magic number, that he felt ready to take his family home after 3 weeks, 3 months, and 3 years.  Whatever it is, life in Haiti has not been easy, but it has been life changing! I would not say that we have necessarily been suffering here; we do still have many conveniences – yet, even with all of these conveniences, things are still not the same.  Being stripped away from American comforts was initially painful, and at times, remains painful.  Perhaps it is because we miss friends and church community, hot showers, or even the ability to hop I a car run errands quickly.  In any case, living in Haiti is producing within me a strong sense of patience, along with an awareness of just how unimportant American conveniences really are.  However, I say that while I type on my MacBook and drink my Starbucks Christmas Blend (brought to me from the U.S.). 

When you’re in Haiti, you get the sense most people are not really in a hurry to accomplish any thing; in fact, many folks have a very laissez faire OR live and let-live attitude.  In the beginning, this discovery was maddening to me – but then I realized a.) This is their country and b.) There is no right or wrong way.  What’s more, I have realized how unwittingly arrogant most Americans and foreigners appear to be (including myself), while living in or visiting Haiti.  Haitians have always dealt with outsiders coming into their lives and either forcing or suggesting their ways upon them.  The French kidnapped Africans, shipped them to Haiti, and made them slaves – so Haitians have always had people telling them what to do or interjecting their way of life upon them.  Even after independence, Haiti remained largely subject to or tampered with by foreigners.  So here we are, post-earthquake or apre tranbleman té, and foreign intervention has never been higher here in history.  In the hustle and bustle of a regular day in Port-au-Prince, U.N. soldiers can be seen driving around, relief and development workers are working to “fix” problems, and white missionaries are purchasing familiar products at the various “Americanized” supermarché’s. 

Many folks believe that this influx of help, aid, assistance, or whatever you want to call it, is harmful.  Some however believe that the assistance is warranted and perpetually needed.  I do not claim to be a Haitian historian or expert on the subject, but the longer we are here, the more I battle an attitude of cynicism towards –oddly enough – other white folks here, and the international/foreign aid community.  Whether going to the Maison Handal to purchase household goods or scurrying up the mountain to Pétionville for various errands, we often run into other missionaries, U.N. Soldiers, development workers, and others.  Even last weekend, Aimee and I stayed at a local hotel as a sort of “staycation”, if you will – and sat amongst other missionary-types while eating dinner at the El Rancho Hotel restaurant.  The conversation of these brief visitors was absolutely infuriating, yet perhaps common amongst foreigners.  Aimee and I wondered, “are we like this?”, “is this how we sound in public?”… But if anything, we are painfully aware of the possibility that, we too, have quietly invaded Haiti with our Western banter, customs, expectations, and perhaps even arrogance.  But I hope not. 

This leads me to the topic of short-term Christian mission trips.  Until recently, I agreed with other missionary blogs, resources, and research that I have come across – that basically short-term teams and foreign aid entities are mostly harmful when coming help in Haiti.  There is definitely some merit to this argument for sure, and it is true that many teams coming to Haiti have probably done more harm than good.  However, consider what long-timers would be saying if the international community utterly and completely left Haiti alone?  Of course they would be saying that the U.S. is racist or that the American Church has lost compassion, or what have you.  The fact is, though many teams have not been helpful, does not meant that every team is unhelpful, arrogant, or harmful.  Many American Christians simply want to help.  They may not understand how and may not even always do it in the best way, but their desire is to share the love of Christ with others in tangible ways.  How can we fault them for that? Many Americans are sacrificing a lot to be in Haiti, either short-term or long-term – why not encourage them… why not build them up and teach them how to serve in such a way that actually accomplish meaningful things for the glory of God?  I have recently read missionary blogs that seem to bash mission team efforts, but offer no clear or positive alternative.  We should be overjoyed that there is a culture of compassion in America, particularly amongst young people, that want to help the least of these in a tangible and empowering way.  I believe that young people are grasping the importance of helping others help themselves.  Let’s not be so quick to judge those who want to help, but rather guide them how best to help.  

Sunday, December 8, 2013

Visiting a Country School


Last week took us to the countryside and a mountaintop! First, I'll take you to the country. 

When we set out to go somewhere in Haiti, we never know exactly what to expect.  We take a book, water bottle and often a snack and brace ourselves for whatever might come. A lot of times the process is slower, hotter, more frustrating, dustier or more tiring than we initially expect. This week, our expectations were exceeded…in a good way!

We knew we were going to a school in the country and that it was “far away”.  But, with our fearless driver we knew we were up for the challenge.  We jumped in the tap-tap and took off.  We made our way through the traffic, people going to work, little ones in their uniforms walking to school, shops being set up, market & baskets filled…all the busy early morning activity. Soon, we were out of the hustle & bustle of the Port-au-Prince streets and seeing more plantain farms, dirt roads & mountain scenery.  It always amazes me how our driver has such an extensive knowledge of where things are located in Haiti.  We rattle off this school name or that orphanage and he squints his eyes and thinks for a second and the next thing you know we are weaving through all sorts of back roads, crazy steep hills in what seems to be mostly unmarked streets where much of what we see looks the same. 

This particular trip, our trust was put to the test.  We turned off the main road and it got bumpy…totally normal. Then we veered off to what seemed even less of a road and kept going for what seemed like forever.  It eventually turned out that the road was completely washed away and we were in what was basically a dried up riverbed.  There was a wall of dirt on each side with trees towering above us. I was lucky enough to be in the front of the truck, but Tim and our translator were being tossed and thrown around the back of the truck on a hard wooden bench.  After what seemed like forever down this “road,” I thought surely we must be getting close.  The view in front of us was a mountain and fields to the left and right. We saw little towns and people, but it seemed that it was impossible that anything was going to materialize at the end of the riverbed road we found ourselves on.

Eventually we stopped. We looked up and there was a little path up to a gate and we were there. We were instructed to drive around to a place where we could cut through a man’s field and come to the school the back way since the road was gone where we were.  We later learned that we were only 20 miles outside of Port-au-Prince…felt like we had gone 100!

At last, we entered the schoolyard. A small miracle after what seemed like being on a bumpy, though beautiful, ride to nowhere.  We were greeted by a wonderful woman named Maryse.  She gave us a tour of the school and shared with great pride how the school was making an impact in the community.  She seems like the mother of the school.  She knows the children, makes sure they are doing well and coordinates their sponsor program.  The school is in a rural, farming community and the 514 children come from the surrounding area.  The families struggle to provide for their children, so being able to attend school, receive a uniform, 2 hot meals each day, books and participate in sports and music is an incredible blessing.

We peeked into the various classrooms filled with lots of chatter and energetic kids. Sweet smiles and shy waves greeted us as we saw the children busily working. The classrooms are simple and without electricity, but the entire schoolyard is beautiful and well kept. 

It was encouraging to see that they work hard to ensure that a child’s physical, educational and emotional needs are being met. They have a social worker who was actually a student at the school who helps address family issues and not just address a child’s behavior, but what else may be going on.

The teachers at the school are from the community which gives them a sense of pride and investment in educating the children who are often times their family and neighbor’s children.

As soon as they heard we were there for a tour, they quickly brought a music class to us and they proudly played 2 Christmas songs on their recorders. The music teacher rocked the keyboard and the kids squeaked out the notes. They were adorable!  The school offers music lessons after school and is hoping to have a PE or sports teacher soon to offer more extracurricular activities for the children to engage in as there are few opportunities in the community.

I am excited to take on the responsibility of helping to find sponsors for 50 of the children.  Of the 514 of the children at the school, 150 more need sponsors and we decided that we would do our best to help find 50 sponsors. They call the sponsors the children’s Godparents. Sponsors receive photos, school reports and updates on the child. Sponsors can send photos and letters to the child and even visit them at the school!  The children are excited to be sponsored and the goal is for each child to have a Godparent soon.  The funds go towards the work that the school is doing and the children were visibly benefitting and thriving  

It was neat to hear about how the families are getting involved with the school as well.  The mothers come every other week and make a type of bread that is served to the children.  Also, they planted a huge garden and the children’s lunches now have eggplant, tomatoes and spinach. 

It was interesting to learn about the community where they live.  Maryse shared that girls often will go to school until age 12 and then after that schooling seen as being only “for boys” and the girls will stop going to school at that point and often start having babies at very young ages, even as young as 12.  Many women have 6 or 7 children and struggle to provide, but children are seen as a sign of prosperity.  Most families are single mothers raising many children.

I was particularly struck by the complexity of addressing the needs of a community when we visited the clinic on the school grounds.  They realized that the children at school were often sick and without proper medical care, so they opened the clinic to address these needs as well as offer services to the community.  As we walked through the clinic, we came to the area where 300-400 children are seen each month due to malnutrition. They receive a supply of therapeutic food which is a fortified peanut butter paste that is used to help the children gain weight.  They are monitored and plans are put in place to help sustain the child’s weight once they are out of the “danger zone” of being severely underweight.  Their was a young boy there who we learned had brought his little sister to her appointment because their mother was at home and had just had a baby.  It’s difficult to know that the next baby will probably be at the malnutrition clinic as well if the family was struggling to provide for the other children.  It reminded me of the complexity of the needs and challenges people face and that there is no simple, easy answer.

The clinic has the equipment, but not staff to run an eye clinic and is hoping for optometrists to come and volunteer their time for 1-2 weeks and offer vision screenings, but they have not been able to do that yet.

They also hope to provide dental care, but again this is a matter of resources, staff and funding to be able to make this happen.

A physical therapist was on there working for a few months, but had to return home due to a family situation, so they are now seeking to fill his position as well.

It was interesting to meet a man who works with the clinic whose job is to go into the community and build relationships and educate people about the services the clinic offers. There is fear, distrust and uncertainty of bringing someone to a clinic for medical care.  This man’s main job, along with 11 other men doing the same work, is to encourage people to bring their sick children, family members and friends to the clinic for care.  The normal practice is to seek out a voodoo priest or witch doctor for healing. At first, the clinic only had 12 patients and now they have over 500!

The next stop our journey was to the orphanage, also run by the same school.  It’s located just a short drive from the school.  They want the children to feel like they are going home too and not just living at a boarding school.  The children came to their care due to other orphanages being shut down due to poor conditions.  The goal is to find the families of these children.  Families often send their child to an orphanage because they are provided a bed and meals, often more than the family can provide.  However in these cases, the children were put in horrific conditions and the better life they were offered was not true.  40 of the 60 children have been reunited with their families.  

The orphanage was very clean and well taken care of. There is a man who is like an Uncle who lives in a house nearby and takes care of the grounds and a woman who the children call grandmother.  Because this particular orphanage has open beds, they were told that they need to be prepared to take in more children and heard that they could expect 75 children coming soon. I cannot imagine what it must be like to be brought to an orphanage and the questions and fear the children must have.  Also, for the staff to help the children adjust and for the current children living there to be overwhelmed by so many new children coming into “their home”.

While its easy to become overwhelmed even just all of the children we saw on the streets, not in school, on the way to this particular place, it was encouraging to see the work that this school is doing and the difference it is making for 514 children!

And now we set out to find sponsors for 50 of these precious little ones…God is teaching me to focus on the people, situations, needs and opportunities that he puts in my path and being faithful to do my best with the resources He's given me. Otherwise, I look out into a sea of endless needs and am paralyzed by my inadequate resources and ability to help everyone and fix every problem.  But, He provides exactly what is needed for the work He sets before me.  I have seen it happen and I know its true.  So now, for these 50 little ones, I trust in His plan for each of them and with strength & wisdom from Him, I'll do my best to help 50.

For I know the plans I have for you, declares the Lord, plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.  -Jeremiah 29:11 

And this was just the trip to the countryside! You're going to want to come back to hear about the mountaintop!

Tuesday, December 3, 2013

The day-to-day...

When we say we "run a guest," its difficult to describe what the day-to-day looks like.


What did I do this morning?

Well...

Started with not water, hence no shower...took the back roads, windows down, dust abounds, went to an orphanage, got a tour, picked up a dossier, picked up our translator who was waiting alongside the road, exchanged dollars for gourdes, took dossier to IBESR, bought a filter for our generator, stopped at a hardware store to get a piece to fix our water pump and toilet, ate a cliff bar...keep going...horn in the truck is broken so yelled at a water truck passing us at warp speed on the road, pulled over and realized he had just been at our house filling the water tank and we sat alongside the road and paid him, sweat a lot, went and bought laundry soap, spaghetti and bouillon cubes at a roadside depot, confusion over what we owed the man, came home, still no water and now I really need a shower. But, we are still smiling!


Monday, December 2, 2013

Giving Tuesday: December 3rd

Tomorrow is the big giving day for our vehicle fundraiser! We are so thankful for the ways everyone has supported us throughout this journey. To learn more about the need & goal, please see the link below. Thank you! 
http://www.razoo.com/story/Wheels-For-The-Wilsons